So I haven't posted in over a month...and I'm kinda bummed at myself for that and I can't really remember my reasoning. It was probably something along the lines of, "I really ought to spend less time on the computer blogging about random junk that doesn't make sense." and that's perfectly practical and smart reasoning...but I'm not really either practical or all that smart. I guess I should just accept that and give in to the temptation of blogging about random junk that doesn't make sense. It's fun. OK, now that I got all of the self-justification out of the way I can get on with my blogging life.
Something that really bums/angers me is when people take things way out of proportion or misunderstand the meaning entirely. They tend to think every little action, and/or word correlates to their lives somehow, when in actuality they merely sparked a feeling, thought, or idea that had nothing to do with them other then that person reminding them of something about themselves or someone else. I understand that the previous few sentences were probably very difficult to follow due to their extreme vagueness, but I just needed to vent. Ah, I just realized certain people may read this and think it has something to do with them...it's like that song, "You're so vain". I should write a Weird Al type song and replace the lyrics from "I bet you think this song is about you." to, "I bet you think this blog-post is about you." Well, It's not! OK, Venting done.
Since my last blog post not much has happened in my life other than my high school days flying by. It's going way too fast for me right now. I'm so done with high school, but at the same time I'm realizing I only have so much more time to hang out with these people. All my friends are set on their plans for next year, and that's expected of a high school senior and I'm proud and happy for them, but at the same time it makes me feel worse because I have no clue where I'm going to go next year or what I'm going to do. Ideally I would like to go to an art and design school, probably MIAD, but I could never afford it. I won't get any financial aid, and even if I got scholarships it wouldn't be able to cover such high tuition. My mother and father are fairly well off and can cover some tuition, but they have other family members and bills to worry about so they of course need me to go to a public college and so do I because I have to pay a percentage of my own tuition as well. But, according to the FAFSA thing I won't be able to get financial aid because of my parents supposedly good income. Eh, I really ought to stop complaining. Think positive, Kath. Positive. I can't believe it's already Easter next week! That's also the day I leave for London which I'm so, so incredibly pumped about. Mmkay that was a good dose of positive and I'm going to end this mega long and boring post on a positive note, so....the end.
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